seems no peace or not a lot in my life.

Phone post and all this is not good 426 pm really and repair man and then back seems a lot wow. When I'm sick stressed mentally and physically. Walking on Saturday store and bank for June 17 payment next is July 17 or near 1st. Since can't work and what have to go through and helping best all I can is 100 a month. Asking me what is it for when she knows already just very forgetful detach detach from it all hopefully Aug if still get it or have a lot left over that one it's not a lot more liquids less food, and someone else can take over I've done enough especially when I'm mentally and physically ill that no one gets id rather be dead but for unknown reason he wants me here. I'll never understand. What is going on and happening seems always strange behavior out to get me for some reason who knows 

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