one after another first it's me first on will then emily then it's me and Chris then probably Chris then me which I think it is and she doesnt even see him talk to him nothing and she puts him on there I knew it I am a mistake being put with this family I don't belong and if they get me to leave I'm not going ony own I have in case a pop up tent cause I cannot afford a in town suites room for a week. she is completely evil how much more are you going to take and do to me is it till I commit suicide by suffocating or hanging with a rope or poison from mold cleaner or something it's just not right someone claimed they wanted you so they had you I don't feel that way wish she was dead and gone and the other family members too probably the only way I will receive peace cant work cause this depression can't eat can't sleep due to what's happening to me we are not close never will be again I don't trust any of them I like my little house and my room only reason why I am here not for her by any means and she will continue the 100 a month period, I have had it see how we can destroy Melissa dawns life sorry not working I don't care is what it is. I'll be in my room from now on till she goes to bed tonight I don't want to talk see her or anything you stay your area I in mine till one of us is dead. it's ridiculous that someone would do this that claims a Christian and a mother that's why I wasn't good mother I didn't have anyone reach me that. at least I'm here now not going anywhere till death since he is on will first I knew that they both prefer the son well you got it let them do what's needed for you I'm done silent no talking or anything detach is what I am doing I've had it. if I do end up homeless again it's because of them. how can I take care of someone else when I'm broken I feel used neglected manipulated and yet God you wanted me to come back here. I've had it on your own now goodbye we have no relationship anymore your just giving me that check cause one can't work and 2 you had to have me it's ridiculous you don't even go to church anymore the ride stops you wouldnt be able to do anything if it wasn't for your husband I would have been better off abortion or adoption . I've accepted im a mistake but God apparently still wants me here I don't I have no where else to go. please God take these people that have hurt me damaged me neglected me manipulated me I'm done just pretend she isn't here detach detach detach

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