it seems to me that since I have and am nothing they think they can keep on and on making it worse when they have problems they want to dump all that on to me and keep beating me down but they forgot constantly I have God and I'm trying only to survive for him so them with devil actions inside can keep calling me names unstable or whatever it is and the fin. advisor too and I know there just devil actions and calling themselves that. I'm done with those 2 I've detached and I already know I have no one but God it's the only reason I am here this about food stamps benefits if it ends in Aug 31 2025 then she can help pay for the doordash items food but not much just a few cheap things. I don't make the rules that way only ride I need is to the bank and back still have to still do 100 a month that's least should do for bringing me in this world. I don't know how much 75 and 25 percent is I guess she gave him something cause is her son. I'm just tired and done I'm barely surviving as it is I just need you God protect me comfort me and don't let anyone especially family ever hurt and mess with me again I give and gave it all to you now. I am a little worried and concerned did she change the life insurance too she swore she did not she too has ruined my life because I was gone she decided to switch will not sure power of attorney documents I don't know there . I have no one so that's why I don't have life insurance . it's hard to deal with this knowing if I'm not in this house she switches the will to Chris who is never here, LG and BG the best for me to do is live cause it's makes it harder for her then if I'm dead but either it's there faults mostly why I'm in the place I'm at and I have resentment with this still. couldn't have a life like Chris, he's gone been gone and would leave him 25 percent here or not but with me not there it would be nothing how is that fair so I'm doing the food stamps only for my food and drink and when it ends once a month doordash ordering small not a lot of items for sure. will find that out today.

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