I think maybe hotels. are done for now till death or maybe holidays something like that I just wanted to be in my bed in my home and die in peace just what should be. depression is worse s just staying there anything happens then to the garage fix up or storage get pop up tent. stay like camping gotta be better than in woods. even though I love the trees. hopefully everyone will leave me alone and let me die in peace and I'll try and help by walking and hopefully store. possible dollar tree but no more going downtown waiting for a bed and volunteering every day then starting it all over again each day not sure where your sleeping at night. I. did try I got interviews and possibly got one but with no transportation and a lot of people applying didn't work and with my conditions I think it's best just to stay home and wait for death is what it is

It is what it is doesn't look like she's going to any nursing home looking like but if so I have to have some of money of house sold. Good luck to me I just don't know what is going to happen. She have to help with taxi sometimes while I do Lyft sometimes. Don't have 💰 money for a lot of times 

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