I just had to get all that out journaling helps some. I hope they don't have peace after what they've done I'm only human I will make mistakes I'm no where near perfect and they certainly aren't. I can't eat or sleep very well after dealing with my pain each day I go through don't have to with them too

Seems she keeps on and on LG and BG starting stuff that it's ridiculous I'm not putting myself in that place again detach that's why in case I get pop up tent I've made mistakes and was mis understanding and God forgave me that's the most I don't care about anyone else why should i. Joyce Meyer pastor and motivational speaker said detach walk away and ignore that's what I'm doing I am numb from all this get a life somewhere else LG and BG very rude and mean telling the financial advisor that I'm unstable thanks yes I am an bipolar it is what it is I've accepted it. I don't want anymore from them I am completely done to me I have no family cause family supposed to be kind compassionate caring accepting and she and he are not. I have a loose tooth and cold flu symptoms don't need LG and BG starting crap. Concentrate on your own life. Leave me alone you lied to a lawyer you lied to financial advisor and to me I never yelled I said that was rude LG then I hung up or my phone sometimes it does that thanks but I've been bipolar and unstable for years no news new there. 

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