I have my bear myself and God it's really all I need to just basically survive till death and I fight every day just to stay alive

I'm fighting with myself everyday just to stay alive it's hard with this and when you trust no one especially family that's why I got my pop up tent for backup in case for some reason I don't get all money for this house ill definitely get my part for sure cause I've lived here almost as much as she has. I told her this would happen no church anymore is what it is. It's just now everyday I'm stuck with this person I don't trust or really like or respect even after what she has caused me detach detach detach  my pop up tent arriving on Tues it said I'll be sure to keep looking out for it hopefully I can get it to open up itself and to close it and back in the bag. Food will be 17 just the medicine either this week or next and couple of Gatorades like 4 

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