I have been the one who.took care of her and now it's been hard cause I cannot myself. I'm done with pain knowing dying soon from all the issues and the aeuortic valve sorry about saying all this God and wanted me to come back here to this house guess cause no where else to go and I need taking care I probably won't report for neglect and emotional abuse but it is she'll just have to answer to God and I am saving for my pop up tent I have blankets and a pillow be in my storage house till house for sale and can move the storage house somewhere else so I will have at least some place with roof over my head. but she swore which knew wasn't truth it's up to God what will happen she can go but I'm getting half the house or storage house will be moved by whoever comes out cause I least have that for roof over my head and use bathroom in like outside or buildings I would never do this to her or Ive done anything to her as abuse never cause I've been through abuse I know what it is like. but it will be done the little house moved somewhere a way from house if this is sold and she goes into nursing home. I didn't mean saying all that but I'm exhausted mentally physically emotionally and a mistake inside I'm only here cause I have no where else to go and God wanted me out of the homeless but with the trees seems peaceful not being neglected emotionally abused feeling hurt lost confused and not sure for one to other. you know God I didn't mean this. I just want the 100 a month my little house my pop up tent save for blankets pillow and little table. I'm done with everyone being fake phony and lying just don't care anymore sorry God it's how I feel

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