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Looks like a possibility she calls her son for store or health type since that is who she wanted in first place I am a mistake considerig my feelings is they didn't want to have been abortion or adoption which should I have when I believe and have seen son is  who she really wanted to this day but where is he? He can take over I've done enough period especially what she did and now confused about it or did it it's the ridiculous actions they all in building it to destroy me so I want have anything I know this that why I detached from her and any other family members this is cycle that does not end it's all of them want me to commit suicide it's sick. The emotional and mental abuse terrible here it's like another form of abuse if I don't go anywhere somewhat ok if I do then she sets up a power of attorney in 3 names and not me so she can go with them. I'll order my pop up tent Tuesday it looks like no church for her anymore it doesn't seem to help her either wow. I just want be please God show me way of peace

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