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Let's hope the life insurance and this house and whatever else in will is still what I get I'm your daughter got to leave me something too to decided to have me so here we are. I will sometimes sit outside by the trees that's it no walks no plants no nothing anymore doesn't matter if didn't sign it you drew it up and that's mean and hurtful and not a Christian. We are done you cook your own food and I'll fix mine at dinner time. I dont trust. You anymore or care or love anymore you took all that when you showed me Chris is the most important one, I knew she would do this that's how she is and bringing them two along as usual, and Chris he has nothing to do with her period he has his own life wish I did if I did wouldn't be here. Guess no church anymore she shouldn't it doesn't ever help  I am just co existing this is my house too been here just almost as long as her, it is mine, no more homeless unless it gets so bad unlivable and Chris comes here that would be the worst and tells me to go then that would be end of me ever coming back here. Guess then she'd live everything to him cause I'm the mistake should have never had and he is the one they wanted. It was hurtful before but now I'm so numb and no feelings I could care less. She better too when I go to the store by myself to live my stuff alone it's all I have now since what she's done. If any of my stuff is gone I will throw all hers away too. There is no more relationship I'm just stuck here cause I have no where else to go so live me alone would be best you can do. Don't talk to me don't anything with me I'm here till death.