continued my life which shouldn't even be normal I still feel that hasn't changed but somehow I believe have to God must of made me for a reason but why? 😭😤. I'm just getting by and it's hard stress is everywhere and it's hurting my heart. may God be with me I need you badly. I remember the speech Joyce Meyer said about it's usually family that causes issues and stresses. when is my time up from the pain I don't have to endure anymore, it's getting worse instead of better