around 1215 mother called state farm insurance company to make sure I am on the beneficiary of the life insurance that was surprising I cannot believe anything said cause I've been lied to and sneaking around in changing things selling of house and nursing home she didn't sign anything on power of attorney but knowing she put those 3 on list without telling me at all is pretty shady sneaky. I still feel resentful of a mother that doesn't care I'm sick or bipolar I still have to help in store but I will not get a lot maybe just blt s items things like that I'm glad I ordered my pop up tent no telling what would happen don't want to be stuck in a chair with a blanket again in the forest even if I love trees. so may 29 is when I get it can I trust her I just don't know anything anymore who does that sneaks and puts house up for sale or was going to and nursing home. maybe one day it will be all over my life of any joy job and extended stay apt right now is over that's why resentful I have to stay here one no money no place to go and 2 cause she doesn't want to be lonely no care that I'm bipolar and suffering everyday

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