yes still alive and don't know how long trying to survive and find a job at least part time. got to survive till death is what it is 54 can't be too much longer till death for me but homeless hanging out at parks daytime and night hopefully the bench or a tent in woods like camping waterproof pop up tent then hopefully a small air mattress. if run out of money trying not to. doing nightly or 2 nights. hopefully my accounts will stay good and everyone will leave me alone, I want to be alone from now on. it is what it is. and I didn't break any pipes I hardly use the water. I'm done with trying to deal with issues around so called one member biological mother still not sure even if my mother as a mistake I feel I just don't know but I do know I'm still going to try and find a job at least something and if have to be homeless in a tent then that's what it will be in a woods area with trees now I like lot camping nature and parks. hopefully it won't be long if have to do any of that but one thing I am a survivor even if a mistake

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