just was calling to find out what is going on but seems same thing wondering if son takes to store, whatever God told me to do this since it's all I have, I don't have friends, job cause no car job was light caregiver house manager Cook hair cutter to my mom family member and security looks like doing that with no pay ok. seeing if can volunteer for a place to stay but my home is just as mine even if I don't pay for it. cant do to my mental that never goes away thinking skills brain all that and seeing and hearing. I need to be where I can be taken care of too and safe, ok. hopefully it will be but being a mistake who knows we said working it out and wanted me to call was worried but really was she. hopefully it's all ok no trying to get me back to take me jail, what could do there work in jail. cause I can never work after have a record hard to. unless get a parole officer. we agreed it was a mistake I was waiting on food stamps and since agreed that could set. that up and all was eating was just one meal for Uber it added up I know was wrong no need to have done what was should have just discussed with me. hopefully not prosecute me with this haven't done it anymore and will not. it's frozen for me to. I learned my lesson God forgave me no need for jail.

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