I just wanna know where am I going God is it a tent and a sleeping bag or is it emergency shelters or will I have a job and be in an in town suites place to live or volunteer and be able to stay longer in homeless shelters. will they help me get my id and housing or hotel vouches. what will happen to me. evertime I've tried suicide doesn't work but why state will just do something with me the mistake and don't have family friends or job anything just seems savings for now which don't look very long which puts my surviving in very high mode now. it's harder for a job when you don't have a car for one. so it's hard but had to sell it and don't have money to rent one maybe when I get a job possibly I don't know. right now just thinking emergency shelters and volunteering while staying there hopefully can help me. it hurts deeply inside but not going to fix issues I'm just leaning on God and that I am a mistake pin in between that's where I am at

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